Although i fall sick, i tried my best to go to work. felt so bad in the office as the air circulation was so bad there. mom came, mentioned about money again. Oh not again! she just mentioned it on last Saturday and it was holiday~ i told her patiently, can we not talk about office stuff, it's holiday! then her response was, i wanted to ask you yesterday but i forgot about it. alright, i got your advice. then today, please, it was just 11am. Saturday she mentioned, yesterday was Sunday, and it was just 11am on Monday. She expect me to collect all d debts in 2 hours? :( i don't understand. i really don't.
there's one business from bro's friend. i don't know is she over sensitive or what. people maybe just trying to be kind and to ease our hassle, he offered to pass the cheque to bro when meet up with him because according to him, there's still another business in balakong. so i'm alright with it. since he's bro's friend, i tried to be nice with him too. however, mom totally disagreed with my way of doing. MOM: why can't you offer yourself to go and collect? why must he wait? means he don't have money lar... else why should he postpone.. i said, your son supposed to meet him on last friday. if he hasn't prepared, he won't mention that your son didn't turn up at the end. i've clarified this with bro, and what he said was true. then i said, people just being nice to you, 'hao xin mei hao bao'. she get mad, she really mad. AGAIN, she openned up the office door, raise her voice and yelled, YEA YEA YEA, in your guys heart i'm always the bad mom, then she left >.< what have i done?
sigh, for me, different people have different way of doing. sometimes, i've faced enough during office hours, after office hours, i just wish to relax myself and enjoy the few hours in the night. but she never understand this, she will just keep mentioning as she wants, until she get mad herself. i wish i could ask her, if you feel better after you angry, after you scolded me, i'm willing to take those. but if you don't, you hurt yourself, you hurt me, so why must you do so? i don't understand, i really don't understand. you're repeating something that don't benefit any parties :(
i know, i know deep down in your heart, you feel imbalance maybe because u felt that nobody listens to you. you felt that you're not important in the family. this is what i got from my observation and rational thinking. therefore, you tried to get involved but the result not as your expectation, so you release your anger on me. i remember sis once said, for those who honour their parents, god will surely bless them. AMEN! bible tells me so as well. i always keep this in my heart, and whenever mom get mad on me, i will just keep silent. i just wish that after you release, you will feel better. no matter how much i don't like it, i will still bear with it. you will never understand my thinking, because yourself is bigger than everyone in your heart.
Do you realise about the consequences of this? i dare not to talk to you freely anymore. don't you feel that we're not as close as previously? like today, when i went there for dinner, i never speak a word. i just kept quiet from dinner time to newspaper time, from newspaper time til i left :'(
i suddenly thought that, i think you get angry more than last time. because there's one more person that not following you way of doing in this company.
IS IT THE TIME FOR ME TO LEAVE?
Love,
Lv
Monday, December 27, 2010
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Boxing Day
Is been quite some time since i update myself
Is always her n her tht update..hope she doesnt get fed up. I do read yet i just did not pen my own words here
Saying of time flies, yes time flies and is end of the year once again. the memories brings me back to the time when i am still at Melbourne loitering around all the while doing nothing. everyday missing her n finally she is there to spend some time with me
It was really Airasia tht makes my life easier n hers as well..without it, i think i really cannot afford air tic for her...
And now..here we are..end of 2010 n stepping into 2011. Count n count..our relationship is going for another yr adi. making us being together for 4 yrs. really ups n downs all the while. we grown n we become better.thinking for a better tomorrow right my dear?
like what she say previous post. what did i achieve this year? i guess this year not a too good year. things tough.. not tht i am suffering, just not that good
business is not good. decline since the renovation and is going further down. making me worry yet i dont know what to do about it. i will still try my best to make it better. Just like i always think..family biz is always about family that disturb around. i hope for better n hope it comes.
When there is faith, there is hope.
relationship of coz better. everything seems to be good about us, just that slight issue with myself. have to figure it out. Opened up and try not to be resistant, just really hope it doesnt turn out to be bad to me. like i say, faith is always important
financial is still alright. doing fine, not tht i earn big, just moderate for current spending.
yet really need to look into it, find a way to earn more for a better tmr...not for myself only, but for people i care for
trips are great this yr, everything turns out to be great with my dear. everyone is happy. just that regret a little for not allowing her to shop to her max while at HK ( but dear we be going back k?)
2011 is gonna be great year for me, career n my love n my financial
Bali is nex yr, Taiwan is nex yr. really hope for a happy time. ^^
Singapore is our aim now. i hope we can achieve it. shouldnt be a prob for me just her.
hope she can convince them, i knw she is not happy with what she has currently.
As for me, going for corporate style working is good also..i hope to enhance my relationship n frenship all around. i do have lesser n lesser friends. n to be frank. i do not want my friends to be all the uncles n those people all around station. not that i dislike them, i jz hope to have more friends that is beneficial to me
I work my way up and i will i will i willl...
Happy new yr my dear
Is always her n her tht update..hope she doesnt get fed up. I do read yet i just did not pen my own words here
Saying of time flies, yes time flies and is end of the year once again. the memories brings me back to the time when i am still at Melbourne loitering around all the while doing nothing. everyday missing her n finally she is there to spend some time with me
It was really Airasia tht makes my life easier n hers as well..without it, i think i really cannot afford air tic for her...
And now..here we are..end of 2010 n stepping into 2011. Count n count..our relationship is going for another yr adi. making us being together for 4 yrs. really ups n downs all the while. we grown n we become better.thinking for a better tomorrow right my dear?
like what she say previous post. what did i achieve this year? i guess this year not a too good year. things tough.. not tht i am suffering, just not that good
business is not good. decline since the renovation and is going further down. making me worry yet i dont know what to do about it. i will still try my best to make it better. Just like i always think..family biz is always about family that disturb around. i hope for better n hope it comes.
When there is faith, there is hope.
relationship of coz better. everything seems to be good about us, just that slight issue with myself. have to figure it out. Opened up and try not to be resistant, just really hope it doesnt turn out to be bad to me. like i say, faith is always important
financial is still alright. doing fine, not tht i earn big, just moderate for current spending.
yet really need to look into it, find a way to earn more for a better tmr...not for myself only, but for people i care for
trips are great this yr, everything turns out to be great with my dear. everyone is happy. just that regret a little for not allowing her to shop to her max while at HK ( but dear we be going back k?)
2011 is gonna be great year for me, career n my love n my financial
Bali is nex yr, Taiwan is nex yr. really hope for a happy time. ^^
Singapore is our aim now. i hope we can achieve it. shouldnt be a prob for me just her.
hope she can convince them, i knw she is not happy with what she has currently.
As for me, going for corporate style working is good also..i hope to enhance my relationship n frenship all around. i do have lesser n lesser friends. n to be frank. i do not want my friends to be all the uncles n those people all around station. not that i dislike them, i jz hope to have more friends that is beneficial to me
I work my way up and i will i will i willl...
Happy new yr my dear
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Monday, December 20, 2010
End of 2010
time flies and we're coming to the end of year 2010.
Achievement for this year?
My daily life - faced more hardship than last year, working scope & working environment changed drastically.
My travel history - went Chiang Mai, HK, Krabi, Singapore :)
My relationship - getting to another stage with fighting always. of course it's sweet fight ^_^
My friendship - more and more friends moved their career to Singapore. I've not many friend left. Moreover, i changed my job and i won't have any friends in this job.
My family - facing them 24/7. listen to them more. understand more and so, geram at them more :p
My finance - no shrinking yet no expand. it's actually does expand because i went to so many places yet no shrinking right? and, start touching with some shares. just earned a little :)
Planning in 2011?
-move my career to Sgp to gain more exposure?
-wedding on 11 - 11 - 11? :D LOL!
-to be filled in
Love,
Lv ^^
Achievement for this year?
My daily life - faced more hardship than last year, working scope & working environment changed drastically.
My travel history - went Chiang Mai, HK, Krabi, Singapore :)
My relationship - getting to another stage with fighting always. of course it's sweet fight ^_^
My friendship - more and more friends moved their career to Singapore. I've not many friend left. Moreover, i changed my job and i won't have any friends in this job.
My family - facing them 24/7. listen to them more. understand more and so, geram at them more :p
My finance - no shrinking yet no expand. it's actually does expand because i went to so many places yet no shrinking right? and, start touching with some shares. just earned a little :)
Planning in 2011?
-move my career to Sgp to gain more exposure?
-wedding on 11 - 11 - 11? :D LOL!
-to be filled in
Love,
Lv ^^
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