boring day...

hmm, ntg much to blog bout today actually. being bored cuz im having 4 hours break b4 my nex clas. timetable for dis sem reali UGLY, d longest break is on monday which is today. tue has 2 hours break, alright, wed is d PRETTIEST day which d break is half an hour oni n thurs, again, UGLY UGLY UGLY, 3 hours break. sigh. waste my time~~ else i can hav more rest o more time to roll at home either. wat shud i do now?? 2 n half hours to go. fainted!!!! frenz tat stay nearby wil go home n rest, em hou yi si to kacau them le, den cant mix wit frenz tat hav their own gang oso. fil strange. hehe. troublesome hor?? hmm, if ther isn't visiting lec later for sure i skip d clas adi.

hmm, i wana slip i wana slip~~~~ weather is dead cold today. been raining for whole morning n fortunately, i able to park my car in col. thank god. strong wind in d morning. shivering man~~ but cant wear jacket cuz.... shud noe d reason rite?? kaka~~ oh yea, my goodness~~~~ i saw a gal same blouse wit me jn. she was walking towards me. reali......embarrasing!!!! i noe my taste is gd but.... aish aish aish. i adi keep my jacket in bag cuz ther's a gal wearing it almost evday when i c her, aih~~ cant show dis jaket in public d but in clas oni. did look for new one but couldnt find any. n now, blouse oso. isk. of kors im nt goin to keep my blouse in my bag. wat m i goin to wear den?? cant do it as how i do wit my jacket wat. hehe. i kinda like dis blouse oh. jz like those blouse for pregnant women. hehe~~ it's comfortable n long enuf to cover my body wit wateva pose im. hehe. hmm, new jacket been added to my shopping list. on d other hand, i shud save more money d time i add new thing to my list.

hmm, ntg to do le. dis pc cant watch dvd oso. hmm, if can den at least i can watch ratatouille cuz i bring it for fren but i haven watch it pulak. bought it 2 weeks ago til d plastic cover been torn oso nt yet watch. tak tau apa yg saya bz ni. hoijiorjior~~~~ tats all for today le ntg can type d. hehe.

buai buai~~ hav a nice day!!!!


*Lv*

做好自己的本分,问心无愧就可以了

dear dear....

i am very sorry le..i did really wanna advice u about the case of u n her le...but i din realise myself also tht tis sentence really suits u at the time u c it.....hehe....so ngam hor??nvm le...i am puttin tht as my pm as a way to remind me as well as all my frens about watever actions they do they 问心无愧 thn can already...of coz this sentence also point towards u....

i know u know from long ago i adi dun really like n frustrated at the way she treats u at times..i know u sumtimes prevent telling her stuf to me so i dun start my theory telling rite??but i do wanna know how u feel n how unhappy also...i am there ah....i know u always say urself do play a role tht build her attitude to be like tht...but tht's how she wan to me..nothin to do wif u....u soft doesnt means she can bully n step u ah...nvm le...i know u always wanna settle properly wif her...i not forcing u le...n i dun wan ur relation wif her worsen coz of wat i say nor coz i dun like or watever le...jz be back urself k??

jz like tht tittle say...do wat u can n wat is inside ur control ah...if u do everythin well and u dun feel bad to urself n her..ok...thts good already..nothin to worry about already..if she wanna unhappy or angry..jz let her....small kids can pamper...we now adi consider adult already le..no more like tht le...u can tum her but oni to a certain extend....hope u und wat i say le k??

sumtimes i und her feeling also...feeling of emptiness ah..but tht kind of feelings cannot be blame to others...u not obliged to do things her way....if obliged u seems more obliged to do things my way...kekekekeke......hmm..hope ur feelings n mood better d..dun be sad about things say she le...share wif me if u got anythin k??my ears, mouth, heart n every part of me would be there for u.....care~~~

*roy*

mornington trip le...updated picsssss

Just sum pics tht i got from frens le...enjoy ya dear..muakkssss

(at tgallant...lunch)

(chapman point....
1st roll..weihan, suesian, kath n jian
2nd roll..sim, soonkon, me n joey)

(at london bridge....acting)

(everyone look at diff direction...
looking at my bright future~)


(acting part 2...act cool....)

(hehe..acting part 3...act wat ah...
kungfu at different level)

(act ultraman???)

(ppl call backstreet boys..we become frontstreet guys d..hehe)

(act sor le...hehe...nice ma)

(hehe..jz seems loving...so take pic wif it)

cameras tat under my consideration list.

hmm, my list ah, getting more n more cameras jor la. yor yor yor, ev company is bz competing wit each others den hor, suffer i ni sor sor consumer oni lor. mana satu i shud choose?? adui dui... must choose d best among them so tat no regret. hehe. thou cheap but stil nid $ ah. must consider properly ga. dear oh dear, help me oh~~~~~ =)

Fujifilm Finepix A820, 8.3 mp-RM666 wit 1gb memory card

Pentax optio e30, 7.1mp-RM599

Olympus FE-210, 7.1mp-RM599

Samsung S730, 7.2mp-price unknown (shud b within my budget else i won rmd it.hehe)

Canon PowerShot A550, 7.1mp-RM599

Sony Cyber-shot DSC S650, 7.2mp-RM499
hmm, sony's accessory kinda exp. 1gb memory card-RM109, 2gb-RM179, 4gb-RM399

*Lv*

24 july

sigh, reali upset wit how she react. mood affected by her once hang up d fon. tears flow down immediately afta tat. luckily hide in d room d. i tot of advised her to tai hoi dit afta li in relationship wit wai. li told me she reali fan gam wit how peng behave d. keep saying others dun k her feeling. if we reali dun k her feeling we won choi her anymore d la. isk isk isk~~~ when my effort nt appreciate by others i reali fil frustrated. as mention in cantonese, dun try to find fish bone in plain porridge. so suitable to describe her. always try to find fish bone in plain porridge. like dis cant like tat cant. oni no to ask ppl k her feeling den how bout herself?? has she ever k bout our feeling?? i've tried to b as understanding as i could but she getting over n over. guo fen~~~!!!!!! din scold her directly jz bcuz we k her feeling. does she no dis does she?? obviously she doesnt. aih.. gek sum las9. cried til fili fele n nose stuck. den big big bear knew bout it jor jiao start nagging. ehehe~~~ i noe he dun like d way she treats me. i noe he disagree wit d way i treat her. but.. but.. but wat le?? mayb due to im a person tats soft hearted gua. but i can sure tat someday i reali cant stand her attitude n behaviour jor i'll scold n release evtin out directly wit her. won giv face d. wat for i keep care of her feeling but ignore my own feeling n she doesnt appreciate it at all???? wong lee veng, wat for?? anyway, feel much better afta talk to him. he cheers me up easily once again. like no how to play magic. hehe.

when i on9 jn n saw bubu's pm, i feel touched. i duno izit for me lar. o mayb nt for me but i muka tebal tebal feel touched oso dun mind d la. keke. d pm reminds me, 做好自己的本分,问心无愧就可以了. yes, tats rite. i gonna bear dis in mind always. thanks dear dear. muak~~ sek sai lei ^-^


*Lv*

my 1st green tea mousse cake

i finished my clas at 10am on monday n feel so free afta tat. so wish to bake a cake. den when looking thru d recipes, d green tea mousse cake attracted my attention so decided to bake it. been waiting for so long til all d kids were fal asleep so i can sneak out to get my ingredients. hmm, bought a new bake tins which is in square. started my baking process at 4pm. reali 'chicken hand duck leg'. ther r so amny procedures to follow. summo many thing nid to b done separately. phew~~!!! til bout 7pm oni i finish my cake n gotta chill it for 2-3 hours. d kitchen was in mess. mom nag nag nag but i was so enjoy thou bit tired. hehe. but was bit gek sum cuz when i cut d sponge cake into two, i nearly break d cake into small pieces. nt nice jor lo d image. hoijior~~ den keep it til d nex morning n cut 2 slices for fren to try. hmm, she gave me 7 marks as 10 is full marks. satisfied d le cuz it's 1st time ah. d reason is red bean too hard, smell nt strong. hmm, wil improve d nex time i bake. i must buy a proper cutter so can cut nicely, a better brand of green tea powder, n cook red bean for longer time. hehe. den mom did help me to promote my cake to 3 of my aunts tat visited our hse on mon as wel. aunts said nice but i nt dare to ask more cuz they bz blowing water. hehe. den i asked mom n sis, they said nice too. yahoo~~~~~ worth to put effort n used up my 3 hours for d cake. hehe.

dis is how my cake looks like. look isn't nice rite? hmm, gona make a nice one soon.

hmm, i think i shud b able to bake a best one for dear when he's back. let him try my skill. hoho~~~~ dun blame me if nt nice oh, cuz may 'sat sao' sumtimes. blek~~

*Lv*

Personal Collection~~~

hehehehehehehehe...PERSONAL COLLECTION le..kekeke...nice hor????

(waaaa...so cool le my lil princess)

(waaa..mou le mou le..haihh..mou le)

(hehe...personal collection le..muakssss)

*Roy*

Mornington Peninsula....Day 2

hehe...i am here to continue my 2nd day trip story le..bout the hot spring hor..the pic is take using kath's camera le..so i haven got it from here le...but oni a few pics le...u ah u ahh...hehe..wan kap me naked leh...hehe..hehe..hehe...nottttttiiii girl~~~~~

ok..so journey starts like tis..checked out around 10 n went subway for breakfast..y subway..coz there isnt any other nice places nearby..so we decided to jz bunk into subway n thn cont our journey..after tht we proceed to the wetlands n maze place..heard the maze is big n nice but the reality is jz a small maze.she decided to come tis but to everyone dismay..is not tht good..should had listen to another fren to go another 1...hehe...is at this wetland tht u c me in the sor sor pose le...those chess set at the wetlands i guess is jz sum entertainment for kids to play after they go to those maze...nothin too special about the maze le..normal...keke..the maze ends our trip to mornington le..but we din go back to city after tht...we went to another place call Dandenong which is another suburb on the way back to city le...thts a mountain call Mount Dandenong where we actually can c nearly the whole of melbourne le...

(the maze...cant take the whole thing..giv u a pic of it.)

(me n sim..a fren from the international student union last yr)

(me n sian lor..at the middle of the maze..

theres a pondok thing in the middle..)

(me le..sitting there sor sor)

(hehe...enuf sor not leh??)

(acting like ultraman n ultrawoman..)

so we drove our way there n it took us around an hour to reach there..so we drove up the mount where we reach this little town. there is a popular food call 'scone' which is a bread which is eaten together wif jam n whipped cream.the name of the cafe is 'Miss Marples'.not bad..lots ppl waiting n we waited for 40 minutes before our turn...weather is so cold up there and everyone was feeling cold le..keke...but half way up the mount..the place is nice..cooling n air is fresh...

(at miss marples..half way up Mount Dandenong...cold....)

(another popular dish at miss marples..
forget the name le..paiseh..hehe)

(dang dang..tis is the 'scone')

by the time we finished the scone is already 5...sky turns dark..we went up to the look out point n looked thru the cool view..unfortunately no pics is taken as the sky is dark n cant c much thing even if photos is taken...ok....after tht we left for Glen Waverly for the shanghai food i tell u always..the dumpling....hehe...lucky they like it n everyone enjoyed the meal....hehe...but we din eat much due to us eatin all the way n stomach is stil half full by tht time....reached back home around 9 n thts the end of the trip......hehe...

trip is not bad..everything was fine...places we went is good, scenery is nice n the frens inside my car is all nice...chattin all the way...everyone enjoyed....so i should say is a success...hehe...by for me is a bit painful as i jz back from msia n i doesnt want to spend tht much..but nvm la..also spend d..kekeke...so i enjoy also lor....thts all la for the trip..hope u enjoy the entry..muaksssss

*roy*

Mornington Peninsula....Day 1

dear dear,

promised u i blog about my trip but delay until today...soli le...paiseh paiseh...i guess i blog now le since got time..is not like i dun hav time last few days...lazy lor..summore busy playin game....hehehe....now blog lu....

doesnt really wanted to go at 1st but since i din go before..so i agree to join them to tis trip...the whole place we go is call Mornington Peninsula..what is so famous at these places?tel u the truth..i duno....hehe..mayb i guess is due to the scenery and those nice views wif its nice beaches...i guess so...nvm.assume is this things tht attracted us...but to say the truth..these places did really hav a really nice views....very 'country' feel..which i guess i kinda like..mayb coz i am always in the city..tht's y some country feel makes me comfortable..hehe.

okok...after everyone is rdy n car is rdy as well...we depart from city around 10 n we went to mcdonalds for drive thru so we save sum time n get goin...goin to mornington isnt too far..is jz around 70+km which is a journey around from sg long to klia airport...however, due to the speed limit in which average we drove 60-70km/h so it took us around 2 hours to finally reach the place...we stopped by the beach where we look into tis cute little chalets built along the beach...is use for ppl to rest during summer when they go to the beach...nothin too special..but 1st time c those stuf..hehe...nex we drove to this winery called T'Gallant. y tis winery??coz kath wanted to buy a kind of wine called 'mascato' in which she says the 1 sold at tgallant is by then the best she tried...thts y when she got a chance to back to mornington..she wanted to buy...n thn we had lunch at tgallant as well as they hav a restaurant also..ate their pizzas which is not too nice but stil ok..

(tis is the cute lil chalets by the beach)

(at T'Gallant.y wif the car..coz the car looks nice ah..
the camry beside is the car i drive)

(inside the winery..beside me is joey...)

nex we went for sum sightseeing le where we saw like the whole of town (forget the name) (mornington is a whole area n there is few towns under it)..the scenery is really nice....we went to 2 different look-out point that is the Chapman Point and the Murray's Look-out...nex we proceed to another town to taste the vanilla slice. kath say is a famous cake n is a mus try...

chapman's point. from left wei han, sue sian, soon kon,
me, kath n jian)

(me lor..at murray's look-out point)

(tis is the vanilla slice lor..not bad ah)

after tht we continue our journey to another spot which is call the 'London Bridge'. y london bridge n not melbourne bridge??hehe..i dunno....blek~~actually london bridge is jz sum rock which had a certain shape tht looks like a bridge..lol....spent sum time there loooking from the top thn went down to the beach n had a closer look..nice....hehe...by then when we were done..is already around 5 n we decide is time to move to the important part that is the HOT SPRING~~~~

(london bridge..looks real nice)

(inside the rocks...)

(the whole bunch of guys ah..at london bridge)

(tis the hotel..real big le for 4 of us...)

when we reached the hot spring, is full n thus no place for us..n the ppl ask us to be back around an hour later so we went back n check in to the hotel le....aiks...din expect the hotel to be so glamour n we stayin in such a hotel..is a FOUR STAR hotel n is cost us around $220 per room....2 rooms n 4 ppl shared 1 room...wow...din expect tht much..expected around 30 bucks per person for hotel...hmm..nvm la..pass jor...thn we went back n enjoyed the hot spring...after tht is dinner time...drove around the town n decided to enter tis italian restaurant...walao eh...waited so long n the food is so so oni...hehe...too bad le.....

hehe..i continue 2nd day journey at nex entry le..if not the post will become very long summore wif those pics le...hehe...

-part 1...The End-

*RoY*

lovely chip n' dale

Cool Slideshows!

sunny day

hmm, ntg special today actually but jz fil like blogging. skip small biz visiting lecture today cuz it reali boring. i kept fishing ytd when i atten n i learn ntg frm it. so i've 4 hours break b4 my following clas. went to mcd to hav breakfast wit amy. hav sum chit-chatting wit her. been relax. went to library afta tat. plan to do sum reading for OB but eyes fil tired. so??plan aborted!! =) turn to read newspaper at las n so i found d latest MP3 by Creative. it looks nt bad wit its design but duno d actual size of it. there are 7 colors available in d market that are white, green, pink, red, blue n black as d pic shown below. it costs rm269 for 2 gb. hmm, is d price reasonable? den i surf its website n found singapore is doing promotion which costs $99 oni. it costs me bout rm225 afta convert to rm but unfortunately its shipping service oni available for singapore oni. too bad. hehe.

OB clas was kinda interesting. team mates r stil strange to each other n i remain silent n shy most of d time. one of my teammate described me as temporary shy. apa ni~!!! it's apparent tat im a shy person wat.. hehe.

while on d way fetching amy back, went to guardian n found Eeyore (one of the frenz of winnie the pooh) for peng finally. tat's d oni one left n i got it fortunately. hope she likes it so it won waste my effort. y giv her tat? i duno oso. i rmb she once told me she likes tat n so i bought it as encouragement mayb? o as company for her whenever im nt ard n she feels lonely? long time din heart talk wit her d. basically duno wat to chat bout cuz she wil keep repeating d same issue n so does my answer. wat i'll advised her wil definitely b d same. wish her find out her solution soon as she's so stubborn to accept ppl's opinion. she told me jn tat she's mentally tired. sigh. wat can i do to help her?

hmm, scald my hand on saturday but stil nt yet recover til today cuz i rub d part accidentally las nite n d skin torn. jeeeee.. it's dead pain~!!! luckily fil bit better now. gonna kee changing d plaster cuz get wet when i bath n it's hurt. shud b alright soon. tat's all for today lu. time to hibernate again. 8am clas evday. sob sob.. zzZz


*pity Lv*

hmm,wat shud i put as title??

Im looking at our photo now. d feeling is back again. Mayb dis feeling is being wit me all the time but due to my bz day, I hav no time to think much. Oni when Im alone in the nite, d feeling wil getting stronger n stronger. Since he back to melb, I’ll look at my chip chip ev9 b4 I slip. I found it reali cute. it seems like keep asking me to stay happy. Chip n dale r smiling all d time.

Mayb I shudnt stay up til tat late so I won hav d time to think tat much. I tot im ok adi. I tot I’ve overcame it but…..obviously I nid more time. During day time, many thing may distract my attention. Kids may keep disturbing me, but whenever d nite is here, especially dis moment, silent evwhere, n im alone. I duno how long dis wil remain. I tel myself, wana release can but cant serious til affect my daily life. I stil nid to study, nid to b a gd nanny, gd daughter, n oso, gd gf. Thou v a far apart, but v can stil concern each other via fon calls n sms. we hav gone thru 1 sem. Y cant we make it dis sem n do it even better den las sem? Life must have improvement rite?

Hmm, I rmb he once said tat I vy tai dak hoi cuz I no how to comfort myself afta knowing he wil b goin bac to melb soon. I din show my worries in front of him, I din show my sadness either, juz bcuz I dun wan he worries bout me. I like to c him smile, I like to hear his laughter. It cheers me up. Reali… even thru fon, whenever I hear his laughter, I fil his happiness. Besides, his concern is always ther for me. Mayb sumtimes gt bit big prawn head but I can fil tat he cares my feeling lots. las time when Im single I’ll think tat, hmm, who wana b my bf wil face prob d, cuz im iced mountain. I used to behave so. Even my frenz told me tat they reali awaiting for d day I attach wi sumbody. They fil curious bout who is d guy tat wil dissolve dis iced mountain. =) but dis craby……. He made it. Better dun praise him too much as he flies easily. ^o^ bcuz of him, I talk many geli geli thingy n do many silly-silly thingy. All bcuz of him. Hmm, his fault. =D I was down when I start blogging dis but fil better now cuz I tot of many of our sweet memories. Looking back at our photo pull me back to d moment we taking d pic-wat pose v want, which degree is d best, i sit ur left o rite, Smile o cool o sor, bla bla bla. Both oso sor sor dei. As I say always, sor yan yao sor fuk. Bibi, agree nt??

Dear dear, stay guai guai ther ah. Bit worried when I heard tat u said seem like gonna fal sick soon but I noe u no how to take gd k of urself rite? Ur lips dry, do rmb to drink water frequently. I won nag u always but to remind. Concern n nag is different le. Dun mix them up. =) dun worry, im not lv po po. I stil wana cont being miss lv le ah lim pek pek. Blek~~!!!!!!! Hmm, kinda late d. time to hibernate…. (^@^)

Gd night n slip tightz. Hav a nice trip~~!!! Muak….!!!!


*Lv*

13th july...day after reaching...

hmmm....today's 13th July...a day after i am finally back to melb after being in Malaysia for around 3 weeks...3 weeks...blink eyes thn time passes d...so fast le..haven really feel until msia climate n stuff thn i am suppose to be back...at 1st i was thinking...hmm..go back sure c her few times oni....duno enuf or not...but unexpected...i seen her quite a lot..1 week got 3- 4 times which is alot for us for sum reasons....even how..the time doesnt seems enuf for us to be together...

and now...once again..back to melb..nid to continue studies..once again back to 1 person..alone although frens are here n bro is here but they doesnt seems can accom me all the time...the oni person accom-ing me is her...her sms and voice are part of my life now...nvm...4 months..awhile n i be once again appearing in msia..hehe....

sitting in front of my laptop where i spend most time...lucky i got sum pics of her n whenever i am boring...she is there to cure my boring-ness n loneliness...her pics are my vitamins le...making me healthy and keeping me strong as usual (sounds familiar not le this sentence..hehe)..actually i feel lots better d...Wednesday nite i was really feeling terrible...feeling of lonely, she not beside me, facing things alone really upset me..but i been thru it..know wat dear..i really din expect tht tears will flow down le...jz couldn't control it...n i tried not too coz i know she be sad as well..i should be stronger thn her as i know she needs my support and love to be wif her....

i guess i stop here le..duno le..mayb doesnt wan her to worry..so i am fine now...bro is here although oni at nite..at least i wont be too boring..her hse got few kids and her mum is always there for her..i guess she can adapt as well...enjoy baking and caring kids..dun mang n maintain good mood always le...oh ya..forget to mention..the lil dale is beside my bed n is accom me all the time when she is not here..

tmr am goin to trip wif frens le..oni back on sunday le..i guess i blog about my trip to her..i guess she would sure wan me to enjoy my trip although she is not wif me for the trip..i know her heart is wif me..inside me..so near tht when i put my hand on my chest...i can feel her..........

care care babe...sor G G...hehe...sor lo says.. "我愛你"!!

~Yen~

dear dear...

riciv cal frm dear dear finally. awaiting for dis sec for d whole noon. keep looking at d clock. mind been blank for whole day. kinda down afta our las cal but stand all d way til i driving home alone. i noe i cant let my tears flow down in front of so many ppl. d time i drive, so silent evwher n.....there it comes. i din ctrl myself tat moment. released evtin out but forced to stop myself cuz cant show my sad face to my ma. when watching series, mayb i won cry tat easily usually but...hmm, anyway, i fil much better now afta riciv his cal. no tat he arrived ther safely n so a big stone has been taking out frm my heart.

dear, if i say i din cry u sure dun blif n i rmb u said u 1 me to share evtin wit u. i'll n im sharing wit u. i'll express my ev single feeling to u k?? i'll take gd k of myself til u back n let u check whether got any difference nt. =) o u wan me improve anytin?? can tel me ga..i wil if i can do it. hehe. u too ah. dun torture ur tummy ah, ur back ah, ur butt butt ah, ur chest ah. must sek zhu them bcuz all of them r my favourite lei ga. u cant do anytin without my permission zhi em zhi? i say CANT~~!!! =p must eat on time, dun skip ur meal always k??

see!!!! copy my idea again. hmph, not d 1st time d. u owed me alot copyright le. sue u. wat can i claim frm my sor lou le??

again, lv + oe + u


*Lv*

blank.....mixed......

is my turn to write something le...been waiting for the days i step back into msia n seeing her again..n i came back..spent much time wif her n now rdy to leave again....not only i know she has mixed n sad feeling...me myself is the same..i think that i wont be able to c her for few months n to say the truth...the feelings ain't nice...but i wanna try my best to maintain in my best mood n not affected by the separation of ours..

i am adi kinda satisfied wif the time v meet this time i back coz is a short duration n we did spent lots time together..thx dear for bringing me the happiness and everything...the sweetness...the passion n everything...is a god bless i shall say

i duno how to express le...feeling blank...n feel sour when typing tis...hmmm...no no...i cant be like tht...i nid to be strong...my dear is strong n why i cant...i should be able to do it...tis time back has really tighten us together n i am really glad wif it...

hmmm...i guess both of us are feeling the same at this moment..i jz dun u to be too sad n lets face any problem together...from the 1st day u make up ur mind to accept me n let me be ur boy, both me n u already know we hav a hard journey ahead of us....we been doing well all the way n i think we will continue wel...

do take real good care of urself dear..i wan to c my lil darling as what she is as always....the dale will be like u...sitting beside me..accompanying me always~~muaks~~love u always**

lv + oe + u (*copy urs le..wan copyright??hehe..pay u when i back le....)

+Roy+

11 JULY 2007...

i skip ev class today to accom him. we went to 1 u juz now as farewell mayb?? dis farewell reali...i duno how to describe my feeling. i was trying my bes to enjoy yet whenever i keep quiet i'll think tat he's leaving soon n tat wil be our las meet. dis las meeting means alot to me. i nid it to stand for 4 months which is frm now til nov. nearly cry in front of him but try to distract my attention to other thing.

anyway, i realy enjoy d lunch we had. we ate in sushigroove wher it's voted as best janapnese restaurant by.?? in 2006. we ordered dynamite ball, flying geisha-strange name huh.., sumtin like fried chicken n i forgot its name, n one sashimi.

dis is d dynamite ball. d sushi is hot. wondering y..hehe

dis is flying geisha. i rmb it clearly as it has a special name. nice.

dis is d fried chicken wit mayonise on top. not bad.

dis is d sashimi. not bad too. n tat's my dear's hand. he was rdy to grab it but forced to wait for me =)

d 2 most imp characters of d lunch. *say cheese* =)

initially i tot of buy him a scarf n mail him but worry i no time go shopping afta tat. tot of giving him a surprise but failed to do so. since no choice, choose wit him den. bought him a dark blue scarf finally. a smal surprise is given to him successfully. =) hope he likes it. besides tat, we did take pic wit d machine n he bought me chip n dale again. Dale wil follow him to melb n Chip wil stay beside me as Chip indicates him n Dale indicates me. no y?? wit very logical reason ga. Chip is smarter den Dale n so he needs to protect Dale. d most similar thing btwn Dale n me is both oso wai sik. hehe. d Dale seems like wil carry a nut wit her no matter wher she goes. keke. argh~!!!!!!!!!!!!! i forgot to do sumtin. i forgot to take their pic together. aiks aiks aiks.

after all, we used up an hour plus nearly two hours to say goodbye. phew~~!!!!!!!

when i reach home, i was alone. stirs up my emotion. like no idea at all out of a sudden. sitting ther sor sor. sigh. doesnt matter, wil bear wit it. feel better now wit chip accompanying me =) thanks dear dear. muak~~!!!!!!!

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hmmm hmmm

is been a while since i posted something...keep say wanna post something but ended up didn't..i hope is not too late for me to write sumthin here...been back n is another 2 days before i nid to be back to melb...hmmm...couldnt describe my feelings...feeling down...n mixed feeling...

know wat dear...really happy to be back although is jz for a short while...seeing u...makes me real happy..the time v spent together is precious n it always remains sweet memories to me...hope it does the same to u....i might not be the most gentle bf...most caring...but i hope watever i did makes u feel safe wif me...

seeing ur previous posts..i know u are in terrible feelings knowing i be goin back soon...i know ur really sad but u tryin to hide ur feelings from me..doesnt wan me to worry n leave wif heavy heart..i know u try to be strong n i should say u did real well in doing soon...i'll be back in a while...one day u wake up n u realise i be back the 2nd day....sumtimes i do hope like u dun hide those from me???let me know mayb??i really wanna be by ur side during ur ups n downs n like i said...i might not be by ur side...but my soul...my heart is always there for u....

i guess i continue later...

care dear~~~

+Roy+

suffering...

i reali angry at my body. it's uncontrollable at all. sigh. leave me pls. it's enuf it's enuffffffffffffffff!!!!!! d itch wil drive me mad n tat's y i'll take med whenever i feel itchy yet it has side effects. wat shud i do?? w.h.a.t s.h.o.u.l.d i d.o?

he will be leaving on thurs morning. when i got dis news frm him dis morning, i was....so unexpected. i expect wil be weekend but..frankly speaking, mood affected but i tried my best to ctrl myself afta calm down.....mind goes blankly now. to be continued......

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my feeling...

duno how to describe my feeling dis moment. dun reali dare to think bout d moment he departs to aus. he's beside me for three weeks n v almost meet each other for everyday. feel like blogging but duno how to continue.....

i was so excited when i riciv d puzzle of chip n dale frm him. touched... it is d present for our half year anniversary. i put it my bed side. i'll see it ev morning when i open my eyes, i'll see it ev nite b4 i sleep. it reminds me of him-a very sweet smile will put on my face. time flies n we've been together for 6 mths and 8 days. i reali appreciate ev moment when v r meeting each other bcuz i noe our time is limited. unlike others, they can meet anytime but... oh wait, wat i mean by limited is v r apart when holiday end as he's studying abroad. sry for misleading. i found we r getting even closer in dis 3 weeks n obviously i'll fil worse dis time when he leaves if compare to previous time. however, i must b tough.

dear craby, thanks for bringing happiness to me. i feel ur warmth, i feel ur concern, i feel ur protection. words aren't enuf to describe my feeling. thinking of u... n thinking, too, how lovely it's knowing sum1 like You n d most important is... u r mine~~!!!! ehm ehm u... =D muak!


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