Im looking at our photo now. d feeling is back again. Mayb dis feeling is being wit me all the time but due to my bz day, I hav no time to think much. Oni when Im alone in the nite, d feeling wil getting stronger n stronger. Since he back to melb, I’ll look at my chip chip ev9 b4 I slip. I found it reali cute. it seems like keep asking me to stay happy. Chip n dale r smiling all d time.
Mayb I shudnt stay up til tat late so I won hav d time to think tat much. I tot im ok adi. I tot I’ve overcame it but…..obviously I nid more time. During day time, many thing may distract my attention. Kids may keep disturbing me, but whenever d nite is here, especially dis moment, silent evwhere, n im alone. I duno how long dis wil remain. I tel myself, wana release can but cant serious til affect my daily life. I stil nid to study, nid to b a gd nanny, gd daughter, n oso, gd gf. Thou v a far apart, but v can stil concern each other via fon calls n sms. we hav gone thru 1 sem. Y cant we make it dis sem n do it even better den las sem? Life must have improvement rite?
Hmm, I rmb he once said tat I vy tai dak hoi cuz I no how to comfort myself afta knowing he wil b goin bac to melb soon. I din show my worries in front of him, I din show my sadness either, juz bcuz I dun wan he worries bout me. I like to c him smile, I like to hear his laughter. It cheers me up. Reali… even thru fon, whenever I hear his laughter, I fil his happiness. Besides, his concern is always ther for me. Mayb sumtimes gt bit big prawn head but I can fil tat he cares my feeling lots. las time when Im single I’ll think tat, hmm, who wana b my bf wil face prob d, cuz im iced mountain. I used to behave so. Even my frenz told me tat they reali awaiting for d day I attach wi sumbody. They fil curious bout who is d guy tat wil dissolve dis iced mountain. =) but dis craby……. He made it. Better dun praise him too much as he flies easily. ^o^ bcuz of him, I talk many geli geli thingy n do many silly-silly thingy. All bcuz of him. Hmm, his fault. =D I was down when I start blogging dis but fil better now cuz I tot of many of our sweet memories. Looking back at our photo pull me back to d moment we taking d pic-wat pose v want, which degree is d best, i sit ur left o rite, Smile o cool o sor, bla bla bla. Both oso sor sor dei. As I say always, sor yan yao sor fuk. Bibi, agree nt??
Dear dear, stay guai guai ther ah. Bit worried when I heard tat u said seem like gonna fal sick soon but I noe u no how to take gd k of urself rite? Ur lips dry, do rmb to drink water frequently. I won nag u always but to remind. Concern n nag is different le. Dun mix them up. =) dun worry, im not lv po po. I stil wana cont being miss lv le ah lim pek pek. Blek~~!!!!!!! Hmm, kinda late d. time to hibernate…. (^@^)
Gd night n slip tightz. Hav a nice trip~~!!! Muak….!!!!
*Lv*
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