been chatting wit peng for few hours las nite. i noe her since form 4. getting closer in col but til now oni i realised i reali duno wat is she thinking. izit my faailure?? i asked her izit v nt enuf concern her. izit she needs more attention. she said no. v concern her vy much. v pay lots of attention on her. den y d way she react is diff as wat she telling me now??
peng: i just wan u guys concern ha whn i nid so
not i wan u guys giv me attention or more concern
just tat easy
lv: v arent d worm in ur stomach
peng: cuz everytime got things wanna tel sure find erm dou u guys ge
lv: v duno when u nid when u no nid ah.
no evtime..few times nt evtime
peng: tat few times adi most of the time lo
mayb keeping it is gd also ah
u also din tell us everything u not happy all the time ah
lv: yea.. i dun tel but i can handle it
yes its true. i dun tel i can handle i can let go i tai dak hoi. she dun tel she wil keep mentioning bout it. wil try to tel us tat she got things keep frm us. i told amy, she said, "huh?? i tot if ppl wana keep things they won mention in front of ppl? peng yao keep saying she got things keep. so strange ge. means wan u guys keep asking oh??" i duno. i've d feeling tat she wana attract our attention. always describe herself til vy cham. like nobody wants her. wat shud v do??
lv: dun u realise u down vy long time jor??
peng: where got down (like tat stil say no down *speechless*) my pei hei very bad lately i noe
lv: ar den..u wana let it be?? nt gonna do anytin??
peng: ma stay calm lo..can do wat about it
lv: y wil chou??
peng: i think after the whole acca eveything will be fine
lv: orh..u say ga..i wish u all d bes den
but den hor.. wat i worried is afta acca u used to b chou jor.. u won feel it anymore
peng: i'm trying to crawl out frm own world
but dun seems success (perhaps d way u crawl is wrong? o u din reali wana crawl out?? but u wil nvr take our advice)
i duno wat theory she set. she said at outside half day happy enuf d. at home nid nt cuz tired d. i was.. =huh??wat??= (sweat) i realised d time she accom family reali vy less. always find frenz for diner den gym. study used up half day, go diner again?? how to build relationship wit family?? she wil care tat our gap getting bigger but y nt she cares tat her gap wit family getting bigger oso?? family is forever ga.. so important.. dun she realise so?? sigh.. suan, ask her bout genting trip den since she so wish to hav a trip long ago.
lv: v go genting in mid of dec ya
peng: who going genting
lv: ask who wana go ma go la.. genting no limit ge ma
peng: u wanna go izit? tat time onli decide la.. stil got one mth plus (again, her style is out. she wan ppl keep asking. like she dun go v wil die. nt oni i think in dis way. others oso said so. i purposely said tat she finish exam on 13 so can go on 14.)
lv: nid book room ge hou mou
peak season le
den u ask li lar.. (actually i asked ev1 d. cuz she sure unhappy if she noes she is d las one who noes bout dis trip)
peng: some mrore peak season onli go ah
lv: go 1 nite oni ma
peak seaon road won pack til cant move ge ma
jz got room onot je
later too late book yao exp le
peng: going wif roy izit wo
lv: yea oh..i plan to ask all of us go together ah (actually is li suggest so. li said since v goin den her bf goin oso. y nt all go together)
since go genting jor ma
duno when got chance oso
he bought jor jolin ticket
tats y i said cant change date d
peng: no wonder la..erm.. i dun think i going lo (see.. dis is miss choo poh peng. exactly d same as wat i expect. i was thinking tat d time she answer dis izit waiting for me to ask her y le y le go la go la)
lv: y??
peng: c 1st la
most prob not going ge la me
sorry ah
lv: y?? (to make her song abit, ask again =sound so wai wart=)
i plan to ask 1 big gang wo
nt oni me n roy ah
peng: no la. i dun1
lv: y?? (wa, now oni i realised i ask so many times y jor..isk..stupid lv =p)
i tot u keep wana go genting las time ge
peng: i went jo lo
since whn i say wanna go genting
tat time onli c how la
one not going not affect much also (aha, her expect in saying dis)
lv: har??
1 gang lei ge wo
less one like nt complete jor lo (she shud feel kinda song at dis moment. kiki)
peng: tat time onli c how la
how also nid to book room ge la
less one or more dun really affect also
lv: eeeeee..if ev1 oso say like u i book jor ma makan kaki (im stil playin ard cuz dun1 hard situation =D)
peng: who else will wo
this is how u usually answer me ge ma (wa, blame me now~~ when did i say so??)
lv: orh izit??
peng: i cant confirm la
most prob not going
lv: las time keep say no chance go trip wo
now so nan dak got chance ah
u stil dun1 go oh
peng: tat time onli c how la
lv: orh ok lo.. (hmm, i giv up d. plan to end d topic jor. mana tau.............)
peng: but tel u 1st most prob wont be going ga
lv: y wo (wondering y i so stupid las9. stil wana keep asking y. hoijior)
hmm..if u cant make it den okle..i won force u ge (2nd time, i wana end d topic jor. den.......let's c wat happen den)
peng: all couple go (arghhhhhhh.. y stil cont??????? i said ok jor wat...)
i go bcum light bulb ah
fuih.. she cont den i sor sor go n reply her. ignore den ntg wil hapen la..aijior. aiks. realised dis blog kinda long d. hungry d. go makan 1st den come back n complete d 'dai kit guk-las episode' =) c ya..
*Lv*
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