how long hav i not update in the blog?how long?i even lost count..i think is since china trip? seems like not too long but yet looks long.
is me doing the counting starting from today. what am i counting? counting the days where my darling bear will be back with me once again. i think this is the 1st time she is the 1 leaving me for job / holiday purpose and not me doing that. finally i understand the feeling of having your love ones far from u. sitting plane to a place where u wont see her for a couple of days / months. i think she tried this feeling many times, when i am away at melbourne. although i suffer also from missing her, i think during that time she suffered more then me
i take this chance to really thank you my darling for being so truthworthy to me, believing me and having the love for me. i think without your support, my days in aussie is not that easy. hehe...is like doing a recall on my days in melbourne. really such a long time and marks a new bonding between me and her towards our relation.
okla..is back to today. she went over to hanoi for job trip and will only be back on sunday. looks like not many days but also 5 days. for me is really a long time. even back in melbourne, we talked on phone like at least once every 2 days. and when i am back at KL..is like everyday like say 3-4 times? really alot hor...but nvm as long as she dun mind and i dun mind. for me..thats the feeling of love ^^
today work day is about the same, jz that today is meeting day. being in meeting like 3/4 of my working time today... really busy... work wise stil okla...things cannot finish le..but i tried to get it fix and get it done. wanna settle everything but it seems like never ending.
darling always ask me to be positive towards my job, put a little more effort and i will be the 1 enjoying it in the end. yea i know that, i don't want myself to keep thinking that i have no interest on my job. even no interest, i stil wanna do good and make a good effort. really darl... i need support and i need u to remind me on being more positive.. i admit, i am not a positive thinker, i always go to the negative side easily. i always think i can handle my own problem but really, analyse ppl and giving comment and comfort is easy but achieving yourself is nv a easy task. but i will stil try n try n try...... nv ending of trying. i worked not for the sake of working..is for the sake of our future...it might be too early to say all this but i will still say..i work hard for the sake of future....not only my own future....is OUR future.......
okla..till here la for today...dun wan too much of talking la althou i talked a lot..hope u will hav a good time at hanoi..take care my darling baby..i love you
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