i know he has lots of troubles to settle after he back to melb. tats y i din rush him to blog. i know blog depends on feeling and ling gam. no ling gam blog will 'tasteless' one ^^
honestly speaking, after reading his blog, i did meditate for quite long time but i've no exact answer for him. i duno whether is he disappoint me often o my requirement is too high, i duno whether is im nt confident wit him o im nt confident wit myself. i guess both of the answer will probably be the latter ones. my requirement too high.. i dun hav confidence in myself..
i used to think alot before i require him to do sumtin for me. am i good enuf to request? do i do the same thing to him? and i must make sure myself frm repeating the same mistake. i dun wan him to have the feeling that im a person that merely use mouth and without action.. i dont want to be like this. and this is main the reason for me to self-evaluate always.
i keep wondering why he request a confirmation on our relationship on my facebook. is that one of his ways that wanted me to feel more secure with him? that's the only idea that get into my mind. did i get it right?? *wondering* fill in the blank for me pls...
dear, u need nt to try to be a perfect boyfriend as nobody is perfect in the world. im not a perfect girlfriend also. i've my own temper. sometimes will chi sin also and might drive you mad. im working vy hard to improve our relationship, overcome all the hardships. the days will become wonderful only when both parties work together.
honestly speaking, after reading his blog, i did meditate for quite long time but i've no exact answer for him. i duno whether is he disappoint me often o my requirement is too high, i duno whether is im nt confident wit him o im nt confident wit myself. i guess both of the answer will probably be the latter ones. my requirement too high.. i dun hav confidence in myself..
i used to think alot before i require him to do sumtin for me. am i good enuf to request? do i do the same thing to him? and i must make sure myself frm repeating the same mistake. i dun wan him to have the feeling that im a person that merely use mouth and without action.. i dont want to be like this. and this is main the reason for me to self-evaluate always.
i keep wondering why he request a confirmation on our relationship on my facebook. is that one of his ways that wanted me to feel more secure with him? that's the only idea that get into my mind. did i get it right?? *wondering* fill in the blank for me pls...
dear, u need nt to try to be a perfect boyfriend as nobody is perfect in the world. im not a perfect girlfriend also. i've my own temper. sometimes will chi sin also and might drive you mad. im working vy hard to improve our relationship, overcome all the hardships. the days will become wonderful only when both parties work together.
alright, talk lil bit bout my job now.
finish my 4 days job finally. this time really work til very cham oh. sick til ki siao stil work. sigh. really fat chin hon til ki siao already. i thought my sick was getting better at that time yet........it goes another way round. grrrr~~!!! as what he blog, i was bit unhappy when i need some support and he was not being ard. only mahjong and friends. i guess this is normal for me to feel upset hor?? seriously speaking, i nvr ever had such serious sick before. fever, flu, cough all come to me together. felt like dying man~~ especially the time my head gonna burst.. summo i working hours is a one round of the time. =(
thou it was a easy one, but i need to wake up at 5 sumtin every morning and work work work til 6sumtin in the evening. become sandwich in the lrt and take all the way frm KLCC back to Kelana jaya. all together 15 stations. alone for 15 stations. can you imagine?? drove me crazy~~!!!!!!
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