updates!!!!

HIhi my dear baby n my lil blog....

i know is my bad...being lost for such a long time...got a few things to blog n haven been bloggin for quite sum time...wat's my reason for not blogging?i guess is cause i came back to melbourne, not having my own computer even makes me dun feel like using the computer.i duno y..mayb is jz me. being dor shi lor.i know darl hav been wanting me to blog for her but i always disappoint her.it do gets me thinking, do i disappoint her often? is she feeling safe wif me?is she confident wif me?i know sumtimes my actions do contradict with wat i promise to her.not being to do wat i say always makes her sad. i been trying and will keep tryin. trying not only to improve myself but to build her confidence on me. i hope i can i will try~

is kinda late now.just finish steamboat n a small house party.asking sum frens over n hav a party like a house warming. been busy coz went out buy the food thn prepare thn enjoy myself. she is kinda sick today n i knew it. was kinda busy so sms her lesser today. i guess she wants my support on her today n i given her the minimum which makes her sad n a lil unhappy perhaps?i duno wat should i do. i dun wan her to get angry n sad. i hav always say to myself. my girlfriend is for me to love, to care, to giv her all the support n to be wif her at all times. i just want her to know. i am always there for her.

not too good in words expression. just hopes she got the meaning. bro just bought half his computer parts today. i guess he will get his new pc in a short while. i will finally hav my own which i can do my own things. the losing of a self pc really affect me. not able to concentrate on work. hope after whil this will be gone n life will back to normal.

i know she always wants to earn more to travel.just wan her to know.i am always here for support n even if she doesnt earn enough...dun worry..i am here.just dun make urself too tired or 'san fu'. i really will heart ache de...really de.ur sick haven recover after sum time. hope u really take good care. rmb ur jacket, tissue n medicine to work ya. this might helps u ease ur sickness

do take care...wait for my blogging on other things...nothin much i guess...life is plain here..will update u wif watever happens to me k?take care darling

*darling. my love for u haven faded after so long n will nv be. i am always loving u like the 1st day we been together. knowing the hard work we use to get together..makes me work harder to keep our relation as well as to makes u a happy lady. i might not be a perfect boyfriend but i will try to be one.....

{RoY}